I really think that people that doesn't take studies seriously are 'uncool'. It's definitely uncool. I see some of the people around me and I'm really sad for them and sad for their parents. We've come so far in our education and they just don't take it seriously and their parents are paying hundreds of dollars for it. What have nowadays kids know about appreciation.? Appreciate how much their parents have done for them and just making them happy with your results. I know that we can honour them in some other ways but in general, they will be very pleased to have a child which at least makes an effort in his/her studies. I didn't say that we have to produce damn good results. All we need is by putting effort in studying, that's simply all. I have friend that just walk out of the exam hall simply having that attitude of "I don't know how to do, and I'm not going to put in anymore effort into this". I mean, what is this.? I know it doesn't concern me but I just don't like that attitude. People at my age or around my age, should start to be wise and know how to think. But yet, we still have these kind of people who doesn't care about their life, about their future. I'm not saying that without a degree or diploma, you can't be successful in life but rather they are going to be carrying that attitude with them! After all, it's just their life that they are living for.

posted at 10:54 PM
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Saturday, September 18, 2004

The very moment that you picked up the phone, it just brings me back to the times when we are really close. The similar voice, the similiar laughter. I started with a short greeting and you replied with a gentle "thank you" that makes me feel appreciated. Though the session was short, it is a beautiful one. We manage to catch up with each other a little.
I'm not suppose to be in Heeren but I'm there. I'm suppose to be somewhere but I'm there instead. I don't expect to see you on this special day of your's but you are there. Sometimes, I have this weird thought that God plays prank on me. haa, stupid. I don't know, you somehow ruin my day by seeing you so sad, again. I recalled a year ago, you are feeling the same way still. How depressing can that be. I messaged you and i hope to know the answer why but I didn't get an answer. Sometimes I wonder why am I still having those feelings. I still cares for you and I seems to be enjoying it. I guess I just want to be someone who is always there for you when needed me.

posted at 1:03 AM
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Wednesday, September 15, 2004

Today's paper is a disappointment I would say. Gave 5 marks away without much attempt and was wasting lots of time on some stupid questions. Gonna pull my socks for this particular module. Pray that it will turn out well. Anyway, having a day break from all the studies. Have been mugging since last week and Friday is my last paper. This paper shouldn't be of much of a problem I guess. =)

posted at 10:32 PM
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How many of you heard that people are born with two genders? haa. Well, had just heard my friend talking about her friend who is born with that. It's kinda scary and gross to hear about that. haha.

Still mugging!



posted at 1:02 AM
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Thursday, September 09, 2004

Have become a really chao mugger. Today has really achieve something. Well, I studied at Macs from 2+ till now. haa. Somehow I prefer Macs to library. Yeap, I agree that library can be really quiet but sometimes it's not so quiet as you think it is. The moment when someone created a noise, you will just look at him/her with that frown face, 'that look'. But Macs is different. I will get prepare to get noisy there and you will just be okay with whatever is happening around you. Furthermore, you will get to see different people around. Couples, family eating, childrens running around, office workers chilling out or discussing about plans etc etc. Compare to the library where you will just see four walls, it's definitely more interesting. Sometimes when you are studying with friends, you will end up chit-chatting with them and you are digressed. I was all alone today and it has been really a fruitful one. I can totally concentrate and get really engrossed at times.

Are you wondering why can't I study at home? hmm.. you can see for yourselve that I'm here. The moment I'm at home, I can't leave my butt off the computer. haa. That's the reason.

God is good.!


posted at 11:44 PM
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Wednesday, September 08, 2004

God, give me wisdom in my studies.


posted at 1:41 AM
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Thursday, September 02, 2004

How many of you believe in platonic friendship? hm... i used to think that that will not happen. But as I grow up, I'm starting to accept the idea of it and in fact, i think that that can be sweet even though it's not a Boy-Girl Relationship( BGR).

Was looking at some friend's blog and they shared about their great times with some of their great buddy which turn out to be the opposite sex. No doubt that I have lots of gal friends and friends around but they are not really that close to me. Sometimes, you will want to know about girl's feelings towards certain things and this friend of your's might be of good help. Watching a romance show. haa. I think it's rather weird to watch shows like notebook, 50 first date etc etc with a guy or a bunch of guys. haha. Some shows are meant to watch with girls, don't they? haa.

Platonic friendship? agree?

posted at 11:12 PM
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