Yeap. I'm still in school this very moment even though tomorrow is a holiday. Sometimes I hope that that the labs closes early because that will give me an excuse to go home early. haa.
Have been real busy this whole week. I can say that everyday is a dread, going home at 8 or 9pm from school. Even after I've reach home, still trying to rush those projects. Well, I'm going to hand up one project report in a while time.
Thank God for long weekends. I can finally rest for awhile before I gear myself up for the examinations that is coming up.
I'm really sick of this world, this blinded world. Even Christians ourselves are blinded by the truth.
Why do people always think that he is a jinx but actually he is not. Before the status, jinx, was given to him, he is always seen to be perfectly ok. Just that he might be abit clumsy with his actions and because of that people think that he is 'sway'. People think that he is lousy. Actually is not alot of people, it's just this 2-3 person. One influence another and you know what? the most influencial person is actually a Christian. He finds pleasure in making fun of people, makes people think that they are lousy.His lips are as sharp as the devil's horn. He is actually a nice person but he always love to boast about himself and thinks that he is good and others are losers. He don't blame the non-Christians because he knows that they are just blinded.
The people don't see that he is 'not sway' when he found a seat at a crowded foodcentre in East Coast. The people don't say that he is blessed when he treat them a drink. The people don't see that he is 'not sway' when he is the only one that has booked a computer. The people don't see that he is 'not sway' when he gets the highest mark among the rest.
Would you be hang out with people that loves to make fun of you? Certainly not right!? But why is he still hangs around with them? Good question. I think he himself also don't know.
It also reflects the world without God. They will question about God when bad things happen but they won't question about God when they see good things happen.
When people saw Christians getting sickness, they will think where is your God? But what about those people that was healed.
When people saw Christians starts to go church more often than before, they thinks that they must have done something really wrong. That's why they want to go church to ask for forgiveness. Why can't they think that because we know how much God loves us and we love Him, that's why we want to go to church more to know more about God and know what God can give us. And by the way, our sins are forgiven two thousand years ago by Jesus Christ.
All this actually goes down to what you believe and say. If you believe and always says that this person will bring you 'bad luck', then you will experience it. If you believe and says that you will be blessed, you will be blessed. If you believe and says that you will be 'sway', then you will be 'sway'.
"Death and life are in the power of the tongue, and those who love it will eat its fruit" - Proverbs 18:21
Yeap. Served today. Nothing big woo har happened actually. I'm rather quiet when i come to serving which is so not the usual me. haa. Will try my best to open up more. I guess i'm still in the stage of learning and I'm quietly observing all the different teacher's style of handling the Champions (we call the kids, Champions).
I love to see the kids praying. The moment when they close their eyes(and they love to close real tight), putting their hands in front of them and crossing their fingers into the opposite hands, saying a very easy prayer yet powerful one. It's a very lovely sight. I will take pictures of it and you will know what I mean.
Alright, a great whole day in church. Tomorrow gonna be kicking the projects again. I call it bless.
Alright. i know i haven't been updating. Have been really busy with school projects. I've got my very regular eye bags to haunt me this few weeks. You might not realise it because of my specs. I hate this time of the school term. It's always the end of the school semester that projects starts to haunt you like mad, with the constant stress that exams are round the corner. Especially this semester, i just hate it. How i wish this semester ends tomorrow.
Tomorrow is sunday and i'm always looking forward to it. If you all realise, I got a change in priorities now. Putting church, family and my close friends in my top priority. I've seen so much this few years that I finally know that in God's house, it is the best place. I'm kinda sick of some things that i have such a strong passion for. I know I'm not capable of some things but i always want to do and everytime i fail, it just reflect that i'm lousy, i'm not capable, i'm not good at it. It keeps me pondering why am i there to see that each time i do it, i cannot do it well.
Why don't I go to a place where I know that no people will judge me for who i am. A place that I'm always reminded that I'm a champion and not a loser. A place that I'm always reminded about God and I'm spiritually boosted rather than spiritually crushed. A place where people are so gracious and loving. You might think that i am just trying to avoid from the real world, but you know what? I'm not going to care. I'm avoiding for a good reason. Maybe i'm not called to be there. If i'm called to go to this place, I will go for it because God knows my potential and God will put me at a place where my potential will be maximise to the fullest. I've seen so many people experiencing that and it is amazing.
I'm serving tomorrow so I've got to catch some sleep first man. God bless peepz.
haven't been blogging because of my com. yeap, i just finish caregroup and I'm using someone's pc. :D
anyway, Sunday was the first day i served. I love that place. There is so much joy and fun being a Sunday school teacher. haha.. Well update more when my pc is up again.
God bless.
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