I so hate people that are boastful about himself! He always thinks he is good in music but he just suck in it. Not that I'm in a good position to say him, because I ain't that good either. So what if you plays better than I do? I just don't give a damn. After all, we don't have to play good music to serve God. So what if you plays for your church and I don't? So what you always think that I'm a loser and you are not. Laughing at people every single small mistakes. I wonder what your church teaches you? Got once when I feel abit too boastful and said something that is not meant to say, I feel bad and I wonder why you don't feel the same way when you said the same things. When you are playing for your church, I wonder are you thinking of serving the Lord or you are thinking of people worshipping you?
Sometimes I really don't have the heart and love for people like this. But sometimes I think, just forgive him lah. After all, God forgives our sin and love us. What's this compare the price Jesus paid to forgive us.

"Let him who boasts, boasts in the Lord." - 1 Corinthians 1:31
posted at 9:07 AM
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Wednesday, February 09, 2005

Happy Chinese New Year!

Nah. I'm not really happy though. This year's new year is so different. I have to stay at home during the first two day because of some rules about my grandmother passing away around this time. It's somehow good also, because I've got test next week. SP is so smart ya? Make this week the vacation break and next week the test week. Yeap, I'm actually studying now and for tomorrow and day after. That's so crap. I'm so looking forward to this sunday's service. Don't know why. Actually I always look forward to sundays. haa.

This year is a year of abundant favour. More and more favour man. I really need that, now that this year, I'm going into my final year. arh, that's so fast.

God, you give me wisdom as I study. You will guide me and give me increasing strength now that I'm in the Chinese New Year season when everyone is enjoying and I have to be studying.

posted at 1:45 AM
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