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The holidays are here man! i've been blogging rather regularly i guess because i've got nothing to much to do. but anyway, i've found a job, not exactly found but it found me! haha. you know what? I'm working for SP. haa. it seriously is the favour of God man. My supervisor for my fyp just ask me whether I want to work for her and even though there's other people coming to her before she offer me. And she says, she wanted my answer before she agree on those that comes to her first. haha. I was like.. Hallelujah! So, i took abit of time to think over to choose whether I want the offer not. I was thinking, thats great man! the people out in the world have to look for jobs but here I am being offered. I should carry this spirit even next time when I goes to work that God is my provider and my help. It truly must be God for that to happen man! I mean, I'm not exactly very smart or something but yet, she choose me. Its God man!
My friends are like looking for job and hopefully wont get a 'sian' job but I was being offered! The plus point is that the pay is very good(in fact, damn good) and the job is not boring at all. In fact, time flies very very fast when you are working and engross in the work. I know it cause i have been working in that lab for my FYP for the past one year. Its never boring and sometimes, you want to get things done and there's too little time. Praise Jesus !
So, this few days, I'm just slacking around. I want to go malaysia before I go to work starting April.
Alright. I want to share something man. Somehow when I was listening to the Word, Pastor was talking something and my spirit jump and realise that. You know alot of times, even for myself, I always want to see God's blessing move then I believe. I want to see the breakthroughs then I believe. But, in actual fact, God wants us to believe first then the blessing will come.
Pastor said something that is doing with our eyes that see. Do you really think that if only you have to see that God has healed someone right in front of you then you will believe in Him? If only you see a miracle right in front of you then you will believe? Well, the answer is NO.
The people of Israel in the Old Testament. When they are wondering in the wilderness for 40 years, during those 40 years, God did amazing things for them. He gave them mana everyday and God even split the Red Sea for them to walk through! Yet, they still murmur against God's leader. If today, you really see that miracle right in front of you, you will still somehow justify it. If you know, Lighthouse Evangelist has a building in Woodlands and I've known a lady(a non-believer) which stays around that area. They are a healing evangelist and she heard about all the healing miracles happened in that church. But when i talked to her, she ask me is the healing permanent? Is it because at that moment, that person got some sort of feeling very spiritual that's why will like that? Well, I didn't say much. All I say is that, I strongly believe that there's healing take place and it is definitely permanent. I've talked to people and they just want to justify everything that we say, so i better don't say too much. Are you also trying to justify something now? hehe. :)
From that encounter, I really see that its not by seeing that we will believe. And the bible says that faith comes by hearing and hearing the Word of Christ! It comes by hearing and not seeing! So, we shouldn't not lean our pillar of trust and faith on seeing but rather it should be hearing Christ! If you depend on seeing, it is not constant but Jesus is always constant! In fact, if you see and see too much, you will be more discouraged because this world is so chaotic now.
Start believing that you are going to be well and it will be!
Alright man. Time to go and zzz! Tomorrow go gym. haha.
Sometimes, I'm really frustrated of what the stupid devil is doing!
My mum was scolding my elder brother because he is growing too fat. I know it might sounds hilarious. But my mum was concerned that he will get any sickness one day. She was screaming the whole house. Oh ya, recently, my mum is very very health conscious. She hasn't been eating much from the daily food and she trusted that this whatever drink that she is drinking is able to provide for her daily meal and she can slim down. So, she is recommending that to my elder brother. I know my mum is concerned about his health but it all because they are fearful of dying and that, it will lead them to a sickness like some that appeared on the television.
I was kinda annoyed when my mum was scolding my brother just because she is so so health conscious these days. But of course, I know that the root cause of it is fear! I've been in my church for quite some time and I know that! Fear can really drive people nuts, even it would cause them lots of money. My mum was saying just now, if we have the money, i will want to buy whatever products that they have. I mean, we want to use money to buy our health. To be frank, I don't really trust those products. They can help in this particular area, but it might stir up something bad from some other area of our body.
I think I'm gonna talk to her some day.
I've been in the church long enough to know that my God is a God that heals. Alot of times, people's heart is longing and sourcing out, hoping that there is this place that we can attain healing. We have watched shows.. People can even go to some medium and ask for whatever tailsman, burn and drink it, saying it will heal the sick. I mean, people can trust and believe that, why when I tell them my God can heal them and yet, they don't believe? There is so much miracles that I've heard about in churches, not just in my church. In fact, Singapore has one healing evagelist church. They have miracle service every Saturday. One in tampines and another in woodlands. Alot of times, I share with people about the Good News and yet, they are reluctant to believe. From these, I really see what the devil has done to this world to programmed our mind from God or towards God. In fact, this revelation hit me, whatever bad impression or bad things you think of this place or religion or whatever it is, is the work of the devil that has programmed. Today, you just see for yourself. How many people hated the Christians? Today, the most sensitive things to talk about, are the Christians. We always have this impression, whatever religion also can. Just don't go to church can already.
People's heart are hoping for alot of things. About life. about health, about gods.. But when we tell them the truth, they don't believe it. Is it really too good to be true? Argh! I'm kinda going crazy. I know I shouldn't be like that after all, the victory has won and the stupid devil has already been defeated 2000 years ago!
but well, I'll still talk to my mum.
yeah! finally. I can breathe some fresh air after so many days of hard work. Have been really really very busy with exams and a very important presentation. Thank God it ended yesturday! Phew! The presentation was about the Best Project that I was awarded and I have to present to the Principal and some big shot from A*star(if you know).
I was just thinking a few days back before the presentation that this year, how many presentation I have and almost all, I've smoked through. You see, we didn't have time to finish up my Final Year Project. Its only less than one year man! how much can we do right? We manage to come out with the prototype but for the testing, we only have done a few. So, we didn't get as much information to backup our findings. But somehow, God's grace was so much abounding in my life that I'm able to go for the presentation to our Director's of SP(and was chosen for top 3 position), going into Distinction Panel, getting Gold award for SPINNOVEX exhibition and finally, the top 3 of SP's fyp project and representing SP to present to the public. And was given some cash prices. haha ;)
A few days before the public presentation, I was quite worried about our slides and my speeches but the Lord reminded me that I've already brought to you so far. This is the final presentation before you leave SP. Just trust Him one last time and His grace will still be there! Though I admit that, sometimes I ignore what the Lord told me and just want to trust in my own effort but His grace is still there. My presentation went well even though a few cockup(issit like tt spell? haha) but for some reason, I realised that the Guest-of-Honour came to our booth and I think he only gave us his namecard. He even say I can email him and he will bring us to some industry place that do with our field of work. He also ask us when we going NS and I think he want us to work in those places. I don't think I gave the best presentation but His grace and favour is there!
Through all these so called 'bad times' that I've went through, there is so much grace and favour from the Lord and for some some reason, we are so favoured by people around. Was sharing with Victor(which is in NS) that time and he was saying that, he can't imagine himself without a God in His life. How tough will that be without a God to talk to and lean on in times of despair. We know so much that by our own effort, we cannot do it! Its only by His grace and grace alone that we are able to excel. And true enough, I've seen it happen in my life! We really serve a living God man!
Its not about how much I've done but its about how GOOD MY GOD IS!
Exams is finally coming to an end already! its gonna be last paper which is this coming Friday! Hallelujah! Well, exams totally sucks man! Sometimes I seriously don't feeling like touching books anymore and just go out and work.. I think it is so much more fun than seating down and study all day.
I was talking to Abel on Sunday and realised so much I've grown and the way I see life. You see, sometimes going church is not just about hallelujah and sing songs. Its also a time when the man of God with God's wisdom and anointing telling you about life. You must not think, God as in just God.. but its the God that created you and I! Definitely when the man of God preach, it definitely is wisdom from God, Himself!
I was just talking to Abel about some of the things I want to do for my parents when I am earning money this coming year(yes, its NS). I was telling him that with the little amount of money that I earned from NS right, I want to be a blessing to my parents and call them to go overseas. I sponsor!. Maybe start with something small, going cruise or something. Because I've realised that my parents have been 'slave' to us for almost all their life! They have been working and working all their life just to earn enough money for our studies and they are not enjoying life. I don't see them travel very often just because of the lack of finances and also, everyday working for money for us! I also told him that I'm so disappointed with my elder brother who is a working adult and yet he is still living a hopeless(i know its quite a strong word, but i don't know what word to use) life, not contributing to the family. Abel was sharing that we are not any people out there. We are people who understand what love is all about that's why we are able to think in this way. We love one another because we know how much a God loves us and therefore, extending that love to our love ones and also people around us. Seriously, I didn't think so much about what Abel has said before that. It just came naturally that I want to extend that love to them.
Truly, going to church is all about knowing a loving Saviour. Its not about coming to know a religion or joining a religion. But rather, its a love relationship with God.
As i said in my MSN nick: Everyone knows Jesus loves them but how many of us really understands that?
You understand? ;)
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